crazy exam time

stupid exam time.
i should study.but i don't.
its just one of those things.so much to to but i avoid it,run away from it,sheer ESCAPISM.
and i hope mah plans for the summer work out.*fingers crossed*
apart from that its much the same...
insane work.

looking forward to being alive again.
reading,sleeping, moving out to places,watching movies,shopping, travelling, talking for endless hours on the phone,crazy coffee sessions,meeting up with old friends.

oh let freedom come fast.
OH please!

new beginnings.

Hah.bday over.yet another year gone by.
mad schedules kept.
true friends made.
the stagnation done away with.
fakeness dealt with.
reality accepted.
the path ahead seen.the journey begun....
thats the year in short.

n now the studies,the madness,the years ahead,the options,the indecisions,the singledom,the crazy friends,the subtle likings have all celebrated mah first steps into this new year....
shall make it a point to blog more often...
to face mah fears...
to not let them get the better of me...

words. n. us.

a couple of days back i was talking to a friend on the phone and scribbled down random words from the conversation...it was weird but then i really want to write them here as it all seems really odd but makes so much sense!
i have started scribbling words as i speak to people....and its funny to read yet scary as the whole conversation can be traced based on these random words...but newayz here they are....

"blah.u.dont.shady.respect.environmental.supervisor.earth.2030.stay.
aprilfools day.engine.shock.yes.You.working.people.no.fun.die.In.our.chemical.
engine.know.want.asif.looser.over.body.funny.affects.you.being.bad.so.I.
cant.economic policy ofblah.random.two.earths.burntout.learn.girl.call.
up.braindrain.India.point.book.engineers.disease.overworked.Okay.retaliate.
very.type.scaring.me.fighting.Nirvana.Hindi.happybday.poster.toilet.lost. eeewwww.flush.potty.make.pickle.thankgod.break.beat.myself.ooh.nice.
who.no.ya.wish.scandal.amused.god.retrace.ofcourse.anything.bad.leap.
weeping.Happy.convince.surprised.finally.lunch.alcohol.okay.ya. available.no.friend.serve.drunk.high.mansi.marry.jealous.Happy.cry.
yeay.ya. together.forever.after.not.whatever.copy.nice.accent.
creepy.study.schedule.scarydude.d********.random.coz.him.why.girls.
few.negligible.shyte.freind.shutup.depends.pranav.different.
give.people.although.Yes.distance.used.hmmmm.formal.talk.busy.
occupies. balance.world.effort.option.what.jobhi.me.kabadi.
scary.parents.go.u.dont.not.my.mansi.fcuk.looser.limits.war.fan.
judge.one.thing.say.engineers.shloka.LSR.people.Tu.do.primary.
target.criticise.beyond.words.she.bitchy.attitude.world.superbusy.
relationship.comfortable.life.direct.know.digest.commitment.100%.
vaishnodevi.i.know.phone."