change...

I realize things and people change....
Earlier I used to avoid this change...Run away from it...Act like it doesn't exist...But not anymore.
Now I face upto it.
Now I live with it,its a part of me.
Its not bad.
But sometimes I regret not being able to stop things from changing even when I know I can...Even when I know that all that's needed is for me to take that one step.
Some may think I have given up but I know its more than that,its about myself and allowing myself to let go.
Letting go of all that which lay in one deep corner, all that which only I know about.
Its at a level where I don't care about the world or even about close friends and their opinions...It doesn't matter...I have moved on...Or so I think.
anyways on a lighter note....
things are pretty k...
major event is now over n its back to the grind.
hope I am able to cope up ....