OZ....

been pondering over this trend for a wile now...
is it justified for friends to decide when they need u when they dont?
shudnt i also have a say...
but does that mean i become more assertive or more open...
will that ever be possible?
do i really want it to go to that...
incase u r wondering what this is all about...wll i have a reallly close friend *OZ* and i have reached a point where i feel its just a one way friendship....not in the sense that he doesnt like being friends...but i in the sense that its just dependent on me or the friendship will move to casual mode...
let me try and explain it in a better way. the thing is that i dont see why the effort cant be made from both sides and why i should push that extra mile...i have been contemplating this for a really long time but i know that i will still try..
n i know its not like he isnt there .....its just that she takes priority...n that is obvious and i wouldnt want it any other way. but at times he must realise he has a life beyond her as well...widout meaning to say he shud move on but in the sense that i feel bad as i see him in a position where he is only centered around her and closing up the rest of his life....
wrt me ...i'll make an effort...but i know hes distanced himself from his other friends...i dont think they will understand for too long...
newayz will c wt hpns... as of now i must say exams loomingg on my head and if i dont study i'll fail!!!..(like DUH)
till then i just hope OZ n she stay happy but he figures things out...tho i dont think hes even thought of any of what i have written...
maybe i just ponder n wonder a bit too much...
must get over this....