I am tired

I'm so tired...
I'm really very tired...
Everyday is the same...
same hope that comes with the dawn
Same sadness that goes with the night
Same emotions that tear me up
Same wounds that will not heal
Same tears that won't dry up
Same heart that won't learn
from the past
In this merry-go-round of life...
I'm stuck.
Going forever and ever,
in circles never ending.
Sometimes it's fast,
sometimes it's slow,
sometimes it just stops completely.
But I can never get off...
When can I get off...
to go try,
perhaps, the ferris wheel?
Or the roller coaster...